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The
Last Chance Texaco
by Brent Hartinger
Chapter One
The door was locked, and I sure as hell didn't have the key.
I was standing on a front porch, and the door before me was tall and
wide
and arched, with a fancy black iron handle and hinges, like the door to
a
church or a haunted house. I should know-I'd been dragged into a whole
lot
of different churches over the years, and while none of the many houses
I'd
lived in had actually been haunted, most of them had been plenty scary.
But this wasn't the door to a church or a house like any I'd been in
before.
No, it was the entrance to this big mother of a mansion looking out
over
the bay. Years ago, back when this place was the home of Mr. Rich
Bastard,
Esquire, and his wife, Greedula, the house had probably even had a
name.
I'm-So-Impressed Manor, or something like that.
But that had been a long time ago, and the door had taken its share of
scratches
and scuffs since then. The rest of the house had pretty much gone to
the
dogs too, with peeling paint and crooked gutters and a shaggy yard
where
all the plants seemed to be overgrown and dying at exactly the same
time.
So now the place had a different name. Kindle Home. It had a different
purpose
too, about as far as you could get from the one it had been built for,
which
was to house filthy-rich people and impress the neighbors. Now it was a
group
home for teenagers in "state custodial care." Orphans. It also happened
to
be my new home.
Why am I spending so much time describing this house and its front
door?
Because this is partly the story of that house, and I figured I should
start
at the very beginning. And unless you break in through a window, which
I've
been known to do, you first enter a house through its front door.
Which,
as I've already told you, in this case was locked.
"It's not locked," Leon said. "Sometimes you just need to give it a
good
kick."
Leon was the guy standing behind me on the front porch. He was the
Kindle
Home counselor who'd picked me up at my former group home that morning
to
bring me here. He was a little like the house itself, because he hadn't
been
what I was expecting at all. For one thing, he was Native American.
"Lucy
Pitt?" he'd said to me thirty minutes earlier, in the front room of my
old
group home. "I'm Leon Dogman." In group homes, the best way to tell the
difference
between the kids and the counselors is usually the color of their skin,
and
just for the record, it's not the counselors who are black and brown
and
red. Leon was also younger than most counselors, probably still in his
twenties,
and he had a scraggly black beard and a pierced eyebrow and three
visible
tattoos.
But even if Leon didn't look like the other group home counselors I'd
seen,
I knew he'd act just like them. I'd been in the foster care system
since
I was seven years old-a grand total of eight years-and I knew how the
adults
operated. The first few times I'd screwed up, back when I was seven or
eight
years old, everyone had said I'd just been upset over the death of my
parents.
But I was fifteen now, past the Point of No Return, and no counselor or
therapist
or foster parent had the time or energy to spend on a lost cause like
me.
Leon had said to give that front door a kick, so I gave it a swift one,
and
what do you know, it opened. Being in foster care as long as I had, I
guess
I'd learned a lot about swift kicks.
"What'd I tell you?" Leon said. "That's the thing about a big old house
like
this. Everything is one-of-a-kind. When something breaks, you can't
just
run over to the hardware store and replace it. So you learn to live
with
things the way they are." He grinned a little and kind of rolled his
eyes.
"There's hardly anything in Kindle Home that isn't broken somehow."
I nodded once, trying hard not to look too interested, and pushed my
way
inside.
I found myself in a front room that led off into other rooms-a foyer, I
guess
they're called. Directly in front of us was this giant carved stairway
that
flowed down from a landing halfway to the second floor like a great
river
of wood.
Leon was still right behind me. "Well, this is it," he said. "Welcome
to
Kindle Home." He didn't overdo it with the phony enthusiasm, which I
appreciated.
I glanced around. There were holes in the walls and burns in the
carpet,
and the smell of Pine-Sol and burned popcorn in the air. What is it
about
group homes and burned popcorn? But that staircase was pretty cool. And
there
was this explosion of a chandelier hanging from the ceiling way over
our
heads. A few of the bulbs were burned out and it was dusty, but the
crystal
jingly things still sort of sparkled, and I don't think I'd been that
close
to anything like it in my life.
"Come on, I'll show you around," Leon said. He looked over at my
backpack.
"You wanna set that down for a second? We won't go far."
"No," I said. It was heavy, but when everything you own fits into one
bag,
you learn to keep a pretty good grip on it.
I followed Leon across the foyer. "That was the library," he said,
pointing
to the door to the right of the front door. "Now it's the office and
therapist's
room. And there's the kitchen." He gestured to the open doorway to the
right
of the staircase, and I caught a glimpse of beige linoleum and
stainless
steel.
Finally, we came to the double doorway to the left of the stairway. It
led
into an enormous living room that connected to a dining room almost as
big,
and that, in turn, must have connected back up with the kitchen. The
style
of furnishing was Classic Group Home: sagging thrift-store sofas, no
sharp
edges or anything breakable anywhere, and absolutely nothing that
anyone
could possibly turn into a weapon. It was as close as you could get to
a
padded cell and still have chairs. But at the same time, there were
reminders
of the days before the house had become a dumping ground for teenage
rejects.
Faded gold velvet curtains. A fireplace with a carved wooden mantel
that
matched the stairway and was almost tall enough to stand upright in.
And
big sweeping picture windows, which must have once looked down on the
water
before trees had grown up to block the view.
"Well?" Leon said. "How do you like your new home?" New home? Was he
trying
to be funny? "Brief rest stop" was more like it. But Leon didn't look
like
he was being sarcastic. No, his face looked open-warm, even. Either he
was
a moron or he hadn't read my file yet.
A cat stepped out from behind the couch. He must have been sleeping on
the
heating duct, because he stretched like he'd just woken up. He was
really
skinny, with brown tiger stripes, and was pretty mangy too. He was
missing
a lot of fur, but it was all on the lower half of his body, like he'd
licked
it off himself. I wasn't surprised. Group home cats were usually just
as
messed up as the kids.
"That's Oliver," Leon said. "You know, Oliver Twist?"
I looked at him blankly, even though I knew that Oliver Twist was a
famous
orphan from a book. No need to let Leon know I wasn't a moron.
"Where is everyone?" I asked.
"Upstairs," Leon said. "And I think Ben took some kids to the park."
I nodded, and we both fell silent, watching Oliver saunter out toward
the
kitchen. I knew that Leon probably wanted me to ask him about the
house,
that he had what he thought was some great story to tell. But I also
knew
that if I waited until a few weeks later to start acting chummy, he'd
be
much more grateful, and I'd get a lot more out of him.
"There's an interesting story about this house," Leon said.
I had to fight to keep from rolling my eyes. Counselors were so
incredibly
easy to read. But at the same time, I decided to throw this one a bone.
"Yeah?"
I said.
"It was built by a man named Howard Kindle back in the
nineteen-thirties.
He was this big timber baron, really rich and really ruthless. But when
he
died in the nineteen-sixties, he left a will that gave this house to
our
program, saying we should use it for kids with no homes. As far as we
know,
he'd never talked to anyone from the program, and he'd never given much
money
to charity either, so no one could figure out why he'd done what he
did.
Then, a year after Kindle died, one of our workers was clearing the
last
of his junk out of the basement, and he made a very interesting
discovery."
That he'd been an orphan himself, I thought to myself. Give me a break.
This
was the oldest story in the book.
"Turns out he'd been murdering people and burying them in the crawl
space,"
Leon said.
"What?" I said. "You're
kidding!"
Leon grinned, all teeth and whiskers and dimples. "Yeah. Just wanna see
if
you're paying attention. Actually, no one knows why he gave his house
to
us. But boy, his kids sure were pissed. They still live around here,
and
every couple of years, they try to reopen the case and fight that will
all
over again. Fact is, I don't care why Kindle did it. I'm just glad he
did.
There's no other group home like it in the state."
Leon was right about Kindle Home looking different from Bradley Home
and
Ryden Home and Haply House and the other three group homes I'd lived
in.
And I hope it goes without saying that none of the four foster families
I'd
lived with had lived in anything like a mansion, even a run-down,
childproofed
mansion like this one. It felt different too. Solid. You could feel it
under
your feet. The doors stuck, and things might be cracked and dusty, but
the
underlying structure was sound.
But even if it looked and felt different from the other houses I'd
lived
in over the years, I knew it wasn't really. Leon hadn't told me the
real
story behind Kindle Home, the one that mattered to me. He hadn't needed
to.
Every kid in my foster care district already knew it. To us, Kindle
Home
was known as the Last Chance Texaco. The name came from those gas
stations
on long stretches of empty highway, the ones that have signs that say
they're
the "last chance" to get gas or have repair work for a whole bunch of
miles,
like right before a big, barren desert.
Kindle Home became a group home in the 1960s. And from the start, it
was
the group home for the kids who'd screwed up again and again, but who
supposedly
still had one last shot to turn things around. It wasn't a big, barren
desert
that came after our Last Chance Texaco--it was a high-security facility
for
teenagers called Eat-Their-Young Island, the place for the foster care
system's
truly hopeless cases.
Eat-Their-Young Island was located on a real island, but that wasn't
its
real name. It was really called Rabbit Island, but some kid had renamed
it
too, I guess because rabbits sometimes eat their young. Basically, it
was
a prison for kids. Surveillance cameras. Locks on all the doors, and
sometimes
restraints on the beds at night. Therapists and counselors could call
Rabbit
Island a "treatment center" all they wanted, but no one ever got better
from
their "treatment," and the only way anyone ever got out was by turning
eighteen.
I knew I'd be there soon enough. It had taken me eight long years to
work
my way through The System, but now here I was, at the head of the line.
It
was only a matter of time before it was my turn to take the ride, only
it
wasn't a roller coaster we were talking about-not the fun kind, anyway.
The
counselors here all knew it too, or they would soon enough, once they'd
read
my file. Their job was to keep me waiting in line until it was my time
to
ride the Rabbit Island roller coaster.
Standing in the doorway to the living room at Kindle Home, Leon was
still
looking at me, waiting for me to react to his little story about Howard
Kindle.
But I just turned toward the stairway and said, as flatly as I could,
"Can
I see my room now?" I was tired of talking. Besides, my backpack was
heavy
and cutting into my shoulders.
"Sure," Leon said. "Follow me upstairs." He didn't sound annoyed at all
by
my slight, which irritated me more than I wanted to admit.
As we stepped to the base of the stairs, he looked over at my backpack
again.
"You know," he said, "that thing looks heavy. Any chance you'll let me
carry
it upstairs?"
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